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Terribly sorry for the pain you're going through. Have you considered maybe seeing a therapist to help work through some of the difficult grieving you're going through? That might be beneficial.
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in the last 3-5 weeks i've read thru about a dozen books on grief, grieving, and being a widower, and frankly, they are all dreck except one.
the one book that i did find useful is "It's Ok that you're not OK" by Megan Devine. easily found on Amazon for about $19. to save you reading it, she basically shows that grief is not some disease or sickness or malady that needs to be cured or fixed. you grieve because you have lost someone you love, and you cannot change that. but you can show and tell others how you would like to be treated and cared for. sometimes, it's just listening to you. sometimes it's doing something for you. but it is not trying to fix your loss, or tell you that you'll 'get better with time'. worth a read. |
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It might seem dumb to do so, but I bought a Christmas card for my mom at lunch and got one for my dad too. I've done it for so long that I'm just not ready to give it up yet. It may never see the light of day, but I had to do it anyway.
I miss you dad. |
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It doesn't get easier very quickly, this is my third Christmas without dad and it still leaves an empty place in the holidays. This is my favorite picture of my dad and was taken during our last Christmas with him. He and mom retired in Phoenix and after years there I bought a house down the street from me here in Utah so I could be their care provider.
He never got used to the cold and always complained that his ears were cold so I got him another hat before the holidays. We went out on Christmas Eve to see some family and he said even with his hat on his ears were cold. I turned around and saw this, had to take a picture. Didn't have the heart to explain it to his so I just bought him a pair of ear muffs. |
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Prayers sent
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My Mom Aug 10 1939-Feb 12 2022Same age as your Dad
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One year and one hour ago, I said goodnight to my dad for the last time.
All of the 'firsts" will have passed with the anniversary of his passing at 3:30 AM. My mom has done her best to pretend to be ok, but she's not. I'm staying home tomorrow so she doesn't spend the anniversary of his death alone. I don't know what happens after death, but my prayer is that they will be together again one day. I miss you dad. |
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Then it hit me that this is the last thing I'll ever have to do for he and mom. No more haircuts, doctor appointments, coffee runs, lawn mowing, strange noises in the night, trips to Mear's (he couldn't say Ream's, how weird is that), the list is endless. For all the challenges of the last couple of years, all the struggles and all the work, I'm done too. This is really sad in many ways. Later JP. |
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My sister and I were at our dad's bedside when he drew his last breath on April 12, 2000. He was a month short of 87. Our mother died on March 2, 2002. It gets easier as time goes on. When we all get together now (as we will this Sunday) we laugh and joke about our great childhood and fond memories of growing up with great parents. |
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